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* This post got some grandmother stories inside, make sure that u r interested to know only u scroll down !*

I would like to apologize first at here.

These few days my blog is so emo....

NO joyful at all !

But, I want to thanks those friends who actually leave comment/messages to me !

I really appreciate that so much.

Sometimes, i will ask myself : am i taking things for granted ?

                                                      can i just be myself ?

I am so depress these few days, or since like 2 weeks ago ?

Where i need to decide what to do...

I might get into depression i told u all !

I will think many many things that will not happen, or maybe it happen,

many many things when i am alone !

I want to make myself busy so that i won't think so much !

Actually i got tons of my feelings to talk to,

but i juz can't write out all !

and i want to share one thing here : 

Why must u give me a hope and after that u destroy it again ???

1. I dunno whether that i did not enter Monash is a good thing or not?

    So, i think that : I can do credit transfer to Monash after my first year right ?

    Then, i sent an email to Monash to enquiry about it.

    They do reply me. They say it can be done, but is a case to case approval.

    So, okay lor.

    Then i reply them again la.

    Then dunno is the same feller or not, the person say that i might not do credit transfer.

    Wth is this....

    Don't u just give me a little hope !!!

    And and and... I cannot get any scholarship wei....'

    Their fees is like Rm 13000 + ....

    Damn pissed off and wanted to cry also !

2. UniSA time table not yet out.

    The one at portal are not official yet !

    I actually check that few days ago,

    i found out that me n one of my friends not same class,

    abit sad, others dunno yet !

   So today i went college, i check with them, She Wei got the same time table with me !

   Happy la... Sujun and Xue Wei same class !

   After i reach home, 

   i wanted to print out a copy, but then i found out that its CHANGED !!!!

   F***

Argh.......

I told myself just do the best now as u will not know what will happen in the future.

Yes, i told that when i am calm,

but when i m very pissed, 

all those negative things will come into my mind !!!!

Pray hard will not works for me !

I dunno why ?

Whenever i pray hard,

things will come out the other way.

Thats why i told myself,

better not to pray !

but i cannot .....

At least i pray,

it will give me a hope right !