My dearest friends who read my blog, below are just my ranting, u might choose not to read, but if u read it, then just keep to urself, dun tell me anything after u read this post ok ? i dun wan to know anything !!! PLEASE !!!!
I might see strong from your view...
but the inner me is not !!!
I have to deal with alots of thing everyday !!!
I jus want a normal life only...
I want peace ...
I extremly dun like the life i currently have !!!
You might think my current life is great, yea... half only !
I am happy when i am with my fren !!!
i can be myself whenever i am with them ...
but not my family !!!
ever since i know how to think, i always told myself not to rely on others !!!
in fact, i dun like to beg other ppl...
u dun wan then dun wan la !!!
why must i beg u !!! get lost frm my world la !!!
Ppl always say youngest one is the one parents sayang the most...
i dun see it in my family !!!
i really hope myself dun be so mature...
i wan to be innocent !!
This pop into my mind last time,
what if i m disable ??? will my parents care more of me ???
i know this is so silly... but i really do have this in mind !!!
The work load on me is heavy !!!
i dun like this !!!
i thought mother shud cook for the children one ??? correct ??
why now is terbalik !!! everyday i have to cook for her and wait her come back !!!
am i suppose to do that ??
everytime u will give the same excuse ...
I dunno why u all care about the son so much but not me !!!
i know .. the only son ma !! kam po lo !!!
i also dun understand why he cannot think maturely de meh... dun tell me he dunno lo, his sister me also know lo !!! u know urself study in oversea ady then go earn ur own money la... dun always take money frm daddy lo !!!! u know how expensive it is de la ... dunno how to think de meh !!!
Alright... i m slightly ok now... there are still alot of thing i can write here, but i scare i dunno i need write untill when ....
Thanks for reading.
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