Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Dilemma ? Luck ?

I hate to make decision.
not all la....
Once i make u have to agree with me with no argument.

My parent choose Kindergarden for me, i m ok with it cause i dunno anyone !
Then is primary school. still ok... cause i m still small, dunno anything !
During Standard 3, i m giving the oppurtunity to either jump a standard or not.
Since most of friend decide to jump standard 4, so i follow them, otherwise i will fall class.
I din regret, cause they are so nice .... we laugh, eat, even our form teacher is very good too !

Then i have to decide to go to which secondary school.
The Education department sent me to a malay school which i dun really like it.
So my father help me to change to Tmn Sea,
but all my friends are going to Catholic High School, so i told my father that i want to go Catholic,
that was last minute, before the school start !
Fortunately, still can change.
Thats luck !

Once in secondary school, form 1, i m still lucky to have one of my best friend same class as me,
if not i dunno how is the situation will go.
Seriously, studying in A class is not a good thing,
maybe from the view of teacher and parent,
" wa... so smart a, study in A class ! "
I study before, so i know how it feel, its like no one will bother you if u get a lower result than them ! They all will just ignoring you or 'play' with you only !

Because of my sucky result, in form 2, i dropped to C class.
At first i m not happy with it because non of my friend there, and also i feel so shame to face my friends.
I still remember during the first day, i thought there will be no one sitting with me since all of them have friends, then got one girl come n sit beside me, she is a new student, same as me, no friends. Ya.. we talk la !

Then time pass through.... I know many friends in the class. They are nice.
At least much more better than the A class !

Since when i know Mei Ling,
i like... ermmm ... fated to her !
We same class from form 2 untill form 5.

Form 3 is my most sad ever.
I thought that i have been chosen for the Treasurer, it will help me in my result,
but the the evil dream just started !
The guys in this class is worst !
Moreover... the form teacher !!! what a lazy one ....
dun wan to talk adi.

After PMR, we had to choose which stream that we had to go,
i chosen science but then i also know is never possible de !
juz hope that wont drop to those lazy people class only !
when the class list out, i was suprise that i get a good class !
Luck again ! hehe...

I will never forget this class...
We r like a happy family, except some la...
I enjoy...
See... before that i very worry... but in the end i m very happy !
Luck ?

Next is choosing college.
i dunno what to choose. Most of my friends are going to Sunway.
but there is inconvenient for me !
i chosen Taylor.

During the orientation, i predict that no one i will know, i sit alone.
then someone come and sit beside me.
i start making friend.

10 of us in a group during orientation !
the five days orientation like last very long like that.
untill all of us are very close to each other, like know since long time ago.
Unfortunately, when the class was annouced,
all of us are divided into different group.
sad case....

First day first class, dunno anyone again !
feel very lonely.
During class, i still remember, english class !
Where Ee Xuan sit beside me, hehe...
then we had to decide group for assignment,
Four of us are always together,
Me... Ee Xuan, Hery, Yeong Ean.

Is this luck ?
How long will it last ?
When i study degree, will all be same ?
I m scare, i scare one day all my friends will leave me away....

Thanks.... Ee Xuan.



"No need to keep friends beside you, TRUE friends are always beside you !"

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