Stressful week !

I keep on telling myself to start my assignment,
but there are always some reason will delay that.
I am dragging,
i keep telling myself that there is enough time !
things will not goes as what i plan !
shit man....

Both finance and management assignment had really drive me crazy !
Degree is really tough !
really no kidding lor !

And i want to say sorry to my groupmates because i missing in action for todays meeting.
Sorry ya ! I know is really a bad impression of me towards u lar,
I sincerely apologize here !
(although i know u all won't know my blog de la)

most probaly after next monday,
i will be relax ABIT again,
after that boom into group assignment due date again !
haiz......
degree life sucks till the end !

Earth Hour ?

So... Did u guys support the Earth Hour ?
For me, NO !!!
hehehe.... i actually is still watching tv at home !
Juz now see 8TV and they show the moment of light off in KL,
it was amazing !
Imagine the Twin Tower in the dark and also the moment that Twin Tower went dark !
Woots....

So, i actually plan to start my assignment !
but the tv programmes are tempting me.
I couldn't resist to stop watching it !

My plan failed !
and i really hope that my assignment can smoothly be done and can pass it up on time !

and now is sleeping time,
Good Night ! :)

Have a sweet night dream !

I try not to use vugal word in this post !

I really X 100000000000 behtahan my accounting tutor la !!!
what a man is he ar ???

Actually i plan to write it out all the things,
but then i decided not lor !

Today really get a very good laugh !!!
Its fun when u can talk everything and laugh together !

Marketing lecture end early,
and i m quite blur abt it because the lecturer keep on jumping the slides !
after that, she tell us abt the team building day activities !
looks interesting but dunno my fren wan to go or not ler ?

Then it was the s***** accounting class !
*skip**skip**skip*

Dun wan to talk abt it !!!

Then 2 hour break.
Told u i hate tuesday the most !!!!

Submited marketing assignment during the break !
Woots... My first assignment in my degree !
handed up... can relax one day and must start the other 2 assignment ady !
Management and Finance !

Today i really have good laugh with sujun they all !
how i wish she is in my class so that my class won't be so quite and DULL ! =(

Well... i want to relax ady !
tata...

Is time again

Marketing assignment due next week !!!
and yet i have not started any single word !!!!

I know its only 400 words but ....

I still miss my foundation alot alot....
why must it end so fast ler ???

Miss all my friends in foundation !
Hope to meet up again !
when ?

Someone pls plan it la !!!

Rosak

My desktop keyboard is not functioning !!!
wth !!!!
I need to do assignment de ler !!!

I have to fight with my brother to use his laptop to do assignment !

Its been week 3 of my uni life now.
and next week i had to hand up my very first assignment ady !
the freaking marketing assignment !
I like my tutor but hate alot the lecture of marketing !
luckily she is not the one who teach me tutorial,
or else i think i will faint !
I might need to prepare a tape recorder to record down what she say !

Haha... Unlike that...
Mr. Vijay who is my marketing tutor,
He is superb fun !
I like his class the most but juz only the timing of tutorial i dun like !

I dunno how they arrange the tutorial time de ?
I have to study 6 hours on tuesday !
but others day are just so free !
only lecture 10-12 for monday, wednesday and thursday !
wth is that ???
can't they put the tutorial time nicely ?
just maximum 4 hours in a day la !

Well... i have no idea how to do my marketing assignment.
Its sound very easy right !
Only 400 words only ma !
1200 words also i can vomit out ...
but then how to start???

Somemore if i use wrongly the referencing how ???
I will not get any marks ler !!!

Foundation better !
hahaha....

Another 3 months only ma !
then is the end of my sem 1 !
but, i dunno whether i can pass my exam or not !
hate management the most !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grrr.....
Hate hate hate !!!!
As long as i can pass, then can ady !
not aiming too high now !
dun be suprise k...
i am also juz a normal human being !
peace........

Looking forward to see yong yong at the Award Ceremony on 17th of April !
haha... u better come !

It's been one year !

Do you know what is today dates ?

haha... check the calendar la !

Yes ! its 17th March 2009 !

Why do i mention that is because,

last year this date is the start of my foundation !

See... time past so fast and its one year ady !

Now i am currently studying year 1 of my degree !

Wow... looking at the past,

the time i spent on assignment,

struggling to solve the question....

Presentation !

Well.... I make alot of friends in my foundation !

I would say i am very lucky to be in .4 who i could meet so many great friends !

have all our laughther together !

We discuss everything !

I hope our friendship will last forever forever forever !

Don't lost it pls !

I am currently blogging at Uni lab because my keyboard at home is not functioning !

Today class start at 8am and end at 10am.
Pretty good ! No tutorial for Financial Mangement !
Let see what i should update ?





Tutorial class start,
class are okay okay,
too quiet !
very not used to it.
Use to be a big group like 10 ppl of us, now only left few only !
The class are quite and not active enough !
lack of sujun and yeong ean noises !!! wuahhaha.... ^^)



My time table is okay for me,
just that i hate TUESDAY the most !
because i got 3 class to attend !!! From 8am-4pm ! :-(
very heavy load.


Imagine that early in the morning 8am,
the lecturer is like talking non-stop till 10am. (no break in between)
then attend a boring accounting tutorial,
after that 2 hours break,
then this class is abit fun but the timing is not good !
too tired ady la !



And the most annoying things is the freaking text book is super duper heavy !
I can assure that after my first sem, i will have little muscle ady !
Dunno how many KG of books i m taking everyday !



Not to mention, as u all know,
the price of the text book are super duper expensive also !
I have no choice but to buy 2nd hand book !



Hmm... i think u all had bored of me talking that !
So let proceed to yesterday !
My timetable for yesterday is actually 10am-12pm only !
but there is a stupid replacement lecture for Financial Management on 5pm-7pm !
What a time to atttend lecture !





What is the best thing to kill this 5 hours break ?
Obviously, MOVIE !
Me, Sujun, Xue Wei, She Wei went over to pyramid (as usual) to catch a movie.










Marley and Me
The movie is nice and fun.
I think i will rate it 7/10.
but still i dun like DOGS !!!!
they are so annoying !



After movie,
went back to TBS to see whether our Username and Password had arrived from UniSA.
but NO....
why so slow de ???
without that, how am i going to print all my lecture note and assignment ler ?

Stop complaining now !

I'm Fine ! :-)

Hey peoples !
I am fine okay,
thanks for all the message that concerning about me,
really a BIG thank you to all of you !
I really didn't think of that i could have so many friends around me to give me support and concern,
I really touched and happy !

These days i had been emoing or what so sad about it,
but i had spent my time to relax so that i can release all my stress !
So, u need not worry about me, or u want to i also dun mind oh !
hehe... kidding la !

Sorry to all my friends that MSN me,
because i din reply ur messages.
I am there staring at the messages, but i dunno what to write out ?
That time i haven prepare to answer any of the questions !

Yong,
i really wanted to start off the topic with you,
but i juz couldn't !
Two times u message i also got see de,
juz that i never reply only ma !
Thanks for ur concerning and did not forget me lor !
Hope u all the best in Monash !

Joyce,
U r my kind friends who will always beside me to support me,
i know that u r reading my blog everyday,
to try to see how am i.
I am glad to have u as my best friends.
Same to you,
sorry for did not reply ur messages,
i'll find one day and we come out and chat,
then i will tell u whole story kay !

Hmm... writing a short note to friends is sooo funnnn....
i hope both of u could see this post !

One last thing before i went off to bed,
Good night !

May u all have a good sweet night dream ! ^^)

Learning

* This post got some grandmother stories inside, make sure that u r interested to know only u scroll down !*

I would like to apologize first at here.

These few days my blog is so emo....

NO joyful at all !

But, I want to thanks those friends who actually leave comment/messages to me !

I really appreciate that so much.

Sometimes, i will ask myself : am i taking things for granted ?

                                                      can i just be myself ?

I am so depress these few days, or since like 2 weeks ago ?

Where i need to decide what to do...

I might get into depression i told u all !

I will think many many things that will not happen, or maybe it happen,

many many things when i am alone !

I want to make myself busy so that i won't think so much !

Actually i got tons of my feelings to talk to,

but i juz can't write out all !

and i want to share one thing here : 

Why must u give me a hope and after that u destroy it again ???

1. I dunno whether that i did not enter Monash is a good thing or not?

    So, i think that : I can do credit transfer to Monash after my first year right ?

    Then, i sent an email to Monash to enquiry about it.

    They do reply me. They say it can be done, but is a case to case approval.

    So, okay lor.

    Then i reply them again la.

    Then dunno is the same feller or not, the person say that i might not do credit transfer.

    Wth is this....

    Don't u just give me a little hope !!!

    And and and... I cannot get any scholarship wei....'

    Their fees is like Rm 13000 + ....

    Damn pissed off and wanted to cry also !

2. UniSA time table not yet out.

    The one at portal are not official yet !

    I actually check that few days ago,

    i found out that me n one of my friends not same class,

    abit sad, others dunno yet !

   So today i went college, i check with them, She Wei got the same time table with me !

   Happy la... Sujun and Xue Wei same class !

   After i reach home, 

   i wanted to print out a copy, but then i found out that its CHANGED !!!!

   F***

Argh.......

I told myself just do the best now as u will not know what will happen in the future.

Yes, i told that when i am calm,

but when i m very pissed, 

all those negative things will come into my mind !!!!

Pray hard will not works for me !

I dunno why ?

Whenever i pray hard,

things will come out the other way.

Thats why i told myself,

better not to pray !

but i cannot .....

At least i pray,

it will give me a hope right !

My mind keep on crossing with pros & cons of UNISA and Monash !

God, Please give me a good sleep la !!!

TOLONG !!!

Had my 1st lecture today !
Financial Management....
I feel like crying la !!!
I dun wan to study ady ....

I feel so stress man...
this is only the beginning !!!
and i wanted it to end ady !!!

Why must this world they have to accept those who had an degree ?
Doesn't working experience is more important ?
Study doesn't mean all right ?

WTH is this world man....
I feel like crying la wei....
i feel so helpless.....
I need my friends to be my side !

Moreover,
I CANNOT SLEEP WELL THESE DAYS !!!!!!
SHIT MAN.....

Gosh.... Why should there had so many choices !!!!

WHY WHY TELL ME WHY ?????

If there is only one choice, then ok la !!!!
I hate making choices !!!!

What if i make the wrong decision ?

I really got think before to just stop my degree !
but, there is no way to go back now !!!

UNISA

or

MONASH

This thing had make me so damn confuse !!!!
It make stresssssss !!!!!
becasue of this, i have lose my weight !!!

Advantages of UNISA :

1. Got scholarship, fees not that high !
2. Easy for transportation

Disadvantages of UNISA :

1. Many say not so good lor !
2. The cert not nice and only state the first major only (abit lame... i know !) >.<
3. I need to pay back the scholarship if i transfer lor !

Advantages of Monash :

1. Course better, more famous
2. Uni better (i think...)
3. Many advise me to go there

Disadvantages of Monash :

1. Fees is way more higher than UNISA. (I need to pay more Rm 4000+ compare to UNISA)
2. Got transport problem


Maybe some i just crap in la...
hehe...
but.... i dunno how to choose !

Well.... just speak out my confusion here only !!!
U can just ignore it lor !!!